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Tuesday, February 22nd, 2005
3:44 pm
Hey, I've decided that I'm only going to post on Xanga b/c it is hard to have 2 journals. I still will keep up with yalls if you want?! Have a great day!

Friday, February 18th, 2005
11:30 pm
Just updating to do it..
I've been working. Nothing new. I got my paycheck on Thursday, it was the largest amount of money that I've ever earned..it was all worth it.
Right now I'm watching ET and funny enough as this sounds.. I'm eating a Braum's cappucino fudge sundae.. yumm yumm. I'm such a trader to TCBY but I guess Braum's does it betta?? hehe.
I STILL <3 Ice cream.. wtf?! Most people would be sick of ice cream after a month.. but me.. NO! Almost 2 months of working around it and I still love ice cream.

I'm currently single again. It's not a HUGE thing, mainly my fault b/c I'm not as committed as he was and even though I still have a little feeling for him, it's not enough to make up for the incompatibility of our personalities. lol. I'm not gonna talk about this anymore though.

OH! And after working around guys all the time at work,I really feel that about 90% of guys are just cruel perverts, yeah I most definitely don't think I will be able to trust one..

Man, I think I'm allergic to pecans :(!!! (accidentally ate some with the sundae) GRR.
Darnit I just got sick real fast.. uh oh!!!!!!!

Current Mood: sick
Monday, February 7th, 2005
1:23 pm
This is a lonnnggg survey..
BUT you can get to know me even BETTER!!! heh.

Name?: Natalie
Nicknames?: Nat, Tall girl
Date of birth?: 9-21-86
Sex?: Girl
Height?: 5'9
Eye color?: brown
Where were you born?: Lubbock
Number of candles on your last birthday cake?: 18
Pets?: 2 cats, 3 dogs (1 of which is at my dad's house), and 30 turtles (at dad's house), 1 horse, 1 goat..semi mine hehe
Hair color?: Naturally Auburn, but back to blonde :) never fails!
Piercings?: 2- yay for more ice!!
Town you live in?: C-ville
Favorite foods?: CHOCOLATE, Cheese, fatty foods, salad, pastaaaaaaaaaaaa
Ever been to Africa?: NOOOOO
Been toilet papering?: Good times.
Been in a car accident?: yes.
Croutons or bacon bits?: Croutons.
Favorite day of the week?: Either Friday/Saturday Night, but really only the day I ain't working!
Favorite resturant?: Cheesecake Factory.. mmm mm good
Favorite flower?: White tulips, tropical flowers and PANSIES.. JUST KIDDING!
Favorite sport to watch?: Football, ice hockey, basketball
Favorite drink?: H20 and Miami vice
Favorite ice cream flavor?: Choc. Chip Cookie Dough
Warner Bros. or Disney?: Disney.. who could forget Aladdin or Cinderella.. or Lion King.. RAWR ;)
Favorite fast food restuarant?: Taco Bell :)
Carpet color in your bedroom?: mixed lol
How many times did you fail your driver's test?: 0 because I'm that good..haha
Whom did you get your last email from?: Xanga
Which store would you choose to max out your credit card?: Somewhere with cute, modest, bright, and trendy clothes!!!
What do you do most often when you are bored?: Clean, eat fatty food, drive
Most annoying thing to say to me?: in general, those dumb ass 'I'm gonna act nice while being a bitch' people. UGH!!!!!
Bedtime?: Late. Anywhere from 12am-5am.
Favorite TV show?: Real World, Celebreality, Some history channel, some Family guy and king of the hill, dating shows, makeover shows, etc.
Last person you went out to dinner with?: Dustin.
Been out of country?: Yeah, I love Cancun.
Believe in magic?: Is Pamela Anderson a virgin?
Ford or Chevy?: Chevy. But Ford is good 2!
What are you listening to right now?: Mixed Cd
Have you ever failed a class?: No
If you have, what grade did you fail?: ...
Do you have a crush on someone?: sure
Do you have a bf/gf?: Yeah.
If so, what is their name?: Dustin
How long have you been together?: since Jan. 17th
What are you wearing right now?: Huge sweat pants, big slipknot shirt, bra, panty.. haha! (my typical pj's ) yes I'm hardcore ;)
Have you ever had a crush on any of your teachers?: yeah..lol
Are you ghetto?: I like rap and I wear a lot of ice/bling. idk?
Are you a player?: Never.
Are you a role model?: Probably not
Have you ever been to Six Flags or Cedar Point?: Yes
What kind of jewelry do you wear?: 2 Cubic Zirconia studs in each ear :) My class ring. That is all most of the time.
What do you want pierced?: nothing
Do you like takin pictures?: sometimes
Do you like gettin your picture taken?: no
Do you have a tan?: yeah, but I’m sick of fake bake, I might as well just be pale
Do you get annoyed easily?: not big on sarcasm
Have you ever started a rumor?: well in a rumor.. I supposedly started a rumor. When I didn’t! LOL!
Do you have your own phone or phone line?: I have a cell
Do you have your own pool?: Yeah, and I LOVE IT!!! 
Do you prefer boxers or briefs?: Boxers ;) Man thongs.. those are nasty!
Do you have any siblings?: Yes, 1 sis :)
Do you get along with your parents?: Yes and no. They expect a lot, especially my Step dad does, and my dad has never approved of my appearance.
How do you vent your angry?: throw crap, curse, listen to my metal.. A LOT louder, exercise, punch the wall, be destructive, drive with rage (needs to stop) or bottle it up as usual :/
Have you ever ran away?: No, I’ve wanted to plenty of times, especially in the beginning of my senior year, but I realized how selfish I was and how you sometimes have to deal with strict as hell parents.
Have you ever been fired from a job?: Nope
Do you even have a job?: Ye$
Do you daydream a lot?: No
Do you have a lot of ex's?: Just a few.
Do you run your mouth?: Sometimes :/
What do you want a tattoo of?: nothing
What do you have a tattoo of?: Nothing
What does your bf/gf look like?: Auburn hair, hot, cowboyish, really tall, wears his A&M hat alot, average build haha
Whats her/his name?: Dustin
Are you rude?: Not usually, but lately I haven’t put up with the crap that some of my friends have pulled with me in the past. They're always expecting me to be a pushover, not ANYMORE! :)
What was the last compliment you recieved?: ‘You’s a tall glass of water.. that’s how I like em” –LOL! Customers are CrAzY.
Are you flexiable?: socially (schedule wise) and physically ;)
What is your lucky number?: 12
What does your hair look like right now?: low ponytail. And nasty :/
Could you ever be a vegetarian?: yeah, but I’d be weak.
Describe your looks?: 5’9, tall, blonde hair, freckles, tan, not skinny, not fat, just avg.
If you had to completely dye your hair it'd be what color?: BLONDE, even though it already is!
Would you ever date someone younger than you?: Yeah
Would you ever date someone older than you?: Yeah
When was the last time you were drunk?: Never been.
How many rings until you answer the phone?: When I can get 2 it or hear it.
Have you ever been skinny dipping?: No, don’t plan to. Ever.
Do you look more like your mother or father?: hopefully my mother, lol!
Do you cry a lot?: no, I bottle it up :/
What phrase do you use most when on the phone?: Hey, how are you? Yeah, HEY, alright, S-C-O-R-E, sweet, good shtuff, spank you :)
Are you the romantic type?: I was once, but then my heart was broken.
Have you ever been chased by cops?: No. Not planning on it either!
What do you like most about your body?: I would say my eyes, but recently some lil’ kids made fun of them. So screw it, I guess nothing! :/
What do you like least about your body?: this 1 is harder than a SAT question!
When did you have your first crush?: My first real crush. 8th grade.
When was the last time you threw up?: Last September. Grr for bad food :/ (I have a good/weird memory…. Haha)
In the opposite sex, do you prefer blondes or brunettes?: I don't know
Do you ever wear shirts to show your belly?: No, that’s the last thing I want showing!
What about cleavage?: Well can’t always prevent it, but I like to look modest.
What size shoe do you wear?: 10-11. UGH!
What is your screen name on AIM?: TTUGreenGrl
How are you feeling right now?: tired, hyper, blank, giddy, random. Yes all at once. Welcome to my life lol!
When was the last time you were at a party?: November, with Jenn, Doug, Marie, Mike, and at Sean’s house.. it was weird! Lol.
Have you ever given a lapdance?: Nope
Have you ever recieved one?: Not yet. Still waiting. LOL!
Has there ever been a rumor spread about you?: Yeah.
What is one of your bad qualilties?: I care too much about what people think of me. I’m too sensitive. And I would say low self-esteem, but that isn’t my fault.
What is one of your good qualities?: I care a lot for people, I’m forgiving, and I respect everyone that respects me.
Would you marry for money?: No. I’m making the dough fool!
What do you drive?: Chrysler…tmi*
Are you more of a mommys or daddys child?: Mommy’s child
When was the last time you cried in school?: One time, Junior year. Ugh :/
Would you ever hook up with the same sex?: EWW NO_UHHHHH!!!!!!
What kind of music do you like?: everything but punk can be uneasy to listen to sometimes. i don't know why either :/
Would you ever bungee jump?: No, the last thing I need is another back problem.
What is your worst fear?: I have more than one. Losing someone close to me, having one I love not love me back, heart break, Cockroaches, Spiders, the dark, ghosts, car wrecks, blood, scary situations, chaos, disaster, satan, and this is really odd.. but a paper cut to the eye!! (bad thoughts) etc !!!
Would you ever join the army?: Probably not
Do you like cows?: um, sorta. My sis has one tho! Haha random.
If you were to die today, what would you do?: have a huge party with tons friends and tons of hugs and drink a lot of liquor or something AFTERWARDS to numb the pain.
If you had one last word to say to someone before you die, what would it be?: I don’t want to think about this :/
Do you like to party?: Who doesn’t?!?
Moons or stars?: Stars
Coke or pepsi?: Mountain Dew
Favorite scent?: for guys, it would be any axe spray or aqua di gio, curve, very sexy for him, obsession, etc!!!!!!!! *MELTS* and me.. well I like the dream angels heavenly by victoria secret, bath and body works coconut shtuff, vanilla, clinique happy, and anything that a guy would say ‘wow you smell hot’ to! Haha!!
How many languages can you speak?: Fluently..0 lol. Pequeno Espanol?

Hopefully some others *FRIENDS* (YES, it INCLUDES Marcos as well hehe!) will post their results to this and then we can become real close.. information wise- *get your mind outta da gutta* hehe

Current Mood: cheerful
Friday, February 4th, 2005
11:59 pm
Just gonna' go ahead and update. First off and last off, I'm working overtime for the next 2 weeks. No more social life. Hope to talk to everyone soon (late Feb), byes!!!

Current Mood: busy
Monday, January 31st, 2005
8:24 pm
Break woohoo!!
After working four straight days at TCBY I finally get 2 days off!!! :) I'm in a great mood, eating alot of food haha.. and getting more sleep.

I keep making that satanic cat noise from the Japanese kid in 'The Grudge'. Since I've randomly meoowwwwww-ed all day (including in class and throughout the dumb hs hallways) my sister has threatened to kill me.. LMAO.

I cannot wait to see the movie 'Hide and Seek'. I hear it is real good, and I wanted to see it since the previews. Gothic children, that is neat.

Today I went to Jenns house. It was superb.. I'm stoked for our project!!!

My new boyfriend Dustin got a job at the food court today! It'll be at Cold Stone or Paradise. So.. now BOTH of us will be working our ___ off and we will still not get to see each other! *TeArS*

Right now I wish I could have a huge party! I would invite : Brooke, Marc, Elena, Doug, Nathan Hale.. etc. HEHE! (LJ BUDDIES!!!)

Good luck Douglas on your new job proposition! ($$$ time)

Hope everyone has a great week, leave me some love please.

Current Mood: mellow
Thursday, January 27th, 2005
10:59 pm
Hoping I don't sound too dramatic :(
It's been a week so I figure since I have an hour left on my online timer, even while being sleep deprived, I might as well update! hehe.

Lets see........
I've been working my ___ off at work. not quite my ____, but I'm officially working over time by Sunday. BLAH. I tried to talk to my manager, but of course with my luck she "HAD TO GO" and also she won't be in charge with TCBY as of TOMORROW! WTF?! That means that the manager I NEEDED to talk to was here today, but at the other stores that she controls for today only, AND she won't be there tomorrow.. so on SATURDAY (BUSIEST DAY OF THE WEEK) I might be able to talk to her, and then she'll be like.. "oh okay, well two weeks notice" well now I'm screwed. This means I have to deal with my mom getting angry that I'm coming home "late" when it is out of my complete control. I'm real cranky, having loss of sleep, random appetites, and I'm putting a damper on many friendships. I had Saturday from 11am up to 5pm to hang with Jenn (finally!!!) and a date planned later that night with my new boy friend but my schedule got switched so now I'm working 4 straight days in a row.. equalling 43 hours (at least) in a weeks worth time from Sunday. I Guess this is how the world is. and boy is it crappy.

ON A HAPPY NOTE!!! I basically live at TCBY now, and I've made 2 good buddies!!! They rock my face off, and we've only been working together for one week. Wonder how it will be 4 months down the road. HOLY CRIZZZAP!!!

Well, I hope everyone is enjoying their lives.. and that they are busy/lazy to their own personal desire! (if that makes sense)

YaY get to see Marc on Tuesday! :)

I don't know the next time I'll be able to post, but to let everyone know, it is out of my control whether or not I can hang out, and chances are that if I'm off, I will be tired as hell. Just fyi! MUAH$!!!!!!!!!

Current Mood: hungry, numb, etc.
Friday, January 21st, 2005
9:13 pm
WowZa's. I've been real busy lately. My first week of work= atleast 37 hours!!! and this is PART TIME?! :( Oh well, I best keep this job as long as possible since I'm in CO-OP! I wish I had more to update on.. but all I do now is work. Blah.

Current Mood: working
Monday, January 17th, 2005
10:13 pm
Fri-today fools
Friday - Went to Red Robin with my sis. Recalled unfortunate events from our past.. then went to Jenns'.. was attacked by her 6 year old sister. I don't like little girls that try to rip the flesh off my neck while choking me. ugh. I feel bad though since she can't really help it. Then me, her, Rena, and Kaley skipped off to Olive Garden. I ate ALOT. hehe. I came home early, went to bed at frickin' 10 pm! b/c I can't sleep well during the school week..also...

Saturday - HAD TO WAKE UP AT FRICKIN' 8AM BLEH! haha I complain too much :/ Had S.A.D.D. Officer Meeting at Mimi's Cafe. Didn't feel like eating b/c I ate so much the night before.. but everyone gave me a handful of shit bouts it so I was like FINE! GRRR this is what I really dislike about people. I don't want to eat when I am NOT HUNGRY!!!!!! GRRRRRRRRRRR...
Later that night, after listening to Reliant K.. good band! :) Went to Outback Steakhouse for my cousin's 18th Birthday! We had a good ol' time :)

Sunday - Yummy food and a BAD ASS Karoake party at Casey's. I got 3 pics but there on my cell phone. bleh. OH! I actually sang the YMCA song. and I'm nottttttttttt a singer! It's one of my top fears.

Monday (today) - Cleaned the pool. Got me and momma's lunch. Cleaned. Bored like no other. Went to Starbucks. Chillaxed with my sister. OH and watched this DUMB movie called 'Garden State'. Sorry but I don't like boring movies!!!!!!!! (My Opinion) Met some new people. YAY!

Tomorrow I start Training for my job and hopefully I'll have a firm schedule so I can figure out my free time, plans, and such!

Have a super week!!! KISSES AND HUGS!!!

Current Mood: determined
Tuesday, January 11th, 2005
4:27 pm
I'm so excited. I FINALLY landed myself a job. Starting sometime this weekend/next week, I will be working back up at the foodcourt.

This time though, I will be at either Haigen Daaz, Paradise Bakery, or Coldstone!!! YAY FOR ICECREAM!!!

Can't wait to make some money $$$$$$$$$$

Come visit me, I will be oh so happy.

I'm moving out in no more than 5 months and 3 weeks. (Not that I'm counting or anything)

I also just bought this Cd called, "Club Anthem Vol. 1" It's good stuff. Along with the Papa Roach CD: Getting Away with Murder and the Resident Evil 2 Apocalypse Soundtrack.

Current Mood: busy
Monday, January 10th, 2005
11:55 pm
This weekend was rough as a result of some careless things I said. I can't change the past.. wish I could.

Hope everyone has a great rest of the week!

Current Mood: sad
Wednesday, January 5th, 2005
10:03 pm
Two weeks notice
Wow, I have two weeks to get a job for Co-op (spell?) and about a week until I start back with Service Learning. One good thing is that on 'B' days I get released at 11:40 AM= 11:55 AM by the time I haul from one side of the school to the other side just to sign in for the class lol! Then to the parking lot....

Today was not a good day. I was upset to find out that the two jobs that I thought I owned, ended up where the manager said, "Oh, well I'll call your sources and then call you." - What a load of BS?! Hence this also happened at THREE other places I thought would hire me :( !!!

THEN the other job that 4 of my friends said I would get, I DIDN'T get! UGH. The manager was all, "Oh.. we're not hiring right now, business is slow."

I am beyond confused. What I don't get is the whole 'Now Hiring' crap they put up and they still have up, yet someone like me, that is pretty much dependable and eager to work there.. yeah I don't get a damn bit of their time. Instead they would rather hire people that are....... much different. It could be positive but I'm thinking about more negative traits.

Okay I must control my bitter rampage, I'm usually content, but I've applied at 7 different places that were hiring in the past month and I have been silently rejected each time.

On a better note, I can't wait until Friday!!! I AM GOING TO SEE 'White Noise'! WITH DOUG?!?! ;) Ever since I saw the preview I've had a handful of sleepless nights.. yeah I'm a scaredy cat, ha!

Lately I've been at the barn alot since my sister has a goat named 'Popeye' and she recently got a heifer named, 'Spirit'. For once I'm proud of myself b/c I caught on quick to feeding the goat and helping out with the cow. Odd how I don't really care if my shoes get dirty with mud/other cow SHTUFF. HEHE. Brownie points for me = Nat not as 'girly'!

Tomorrow will hopefully be a much better day since my mom is going with me to better places that might hire me because it will apply to the major that I will study at Tech.

I hope that everyone is doing okay and making it through this cold weather!

I'm so getting the new Papa Roach CD tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And my scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

Drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
I'm pissed cause you came around
Why don't you just go home?
Cause you channeled all your pain
And I can't help you fix yourself
You're making me insane
All I can say is...

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
And my weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

I tried to help you once
A kiss will only vise
I saw you going down
But you never realized
That you're drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand
Compassion's in my nature
Tonight is our last dance

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
And my weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

I'm drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
You shouldn't ever came around
Why don't you just go home?
Cause you're drowning in the water
And I tried to grab your hand
And I left my heart open
But you didn't understand
But you didn't understand
You, fix yourself!

I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
I can't help you fix yourself
Oh, But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
And my weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
And my weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

^^ 'Scars'-Papa Roach

Current Mood: crushed
Wednesday, December 29th, 2004
11:25 pm
YAY! I'm back to Lj, this time though, I won't have any dumb people reading this and then pasting it into their own aim profiles.. anywho! wow.. 2005 is almost hurr. woot woot! I can't wait until Doug's 20th bday party on friday! Can't wait for him to seriously shake that money on da table in front of everyone while I videotape...... YE$$$$$$ "Boys behaving badly" hells ya!

On a different note.. I'm so sad about the tidal wave and earthquake. I hope and pray everyone is okay and that there will be news of more survivors.

I can't believe I'm going to be graduating this May!

If you didn't know already I'm going to Tech starting July 7th, and I've already got plans to work for my Grandma's and Aunt's rental/moving business as an office assistant and then help out my Grandma by driving her places since she can't see that well anymore :(

Wish me luck in getting a job by Jan 4th (aka school/CO-OP starts!)


Especially my Douglas ;)

Current Mood: ditzy
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